Dotted I’s, Crossed T’s
I get stuck quite often. Sometimes it lasts for a few minutes. A small mental glitch. Other times, I’m not so lucky. Days, weeks, and months seem to go by. I think very little, if at all. I’m automated.
As far as I can identify, the blocks aren’t so much a neurological thing as much as a me thing.
But what the hell is a me thing? Does it have to do with any of my surgeries? Or do I just forget things, because I forget?
Maybe it was way too much information for me, or maybe I just wasn’t paying enough attention.
Maybe it’s all of those. Maybe it’s none of those. Maybe I should just get on with my day.
Now if I could just remember what I was doing.